I know this guy for many years and we have been flirting around recently. Actually, I never thought that I might have feelings towards him. Been going out with him for "makan" and also catch some movies. Recently, he have been popping up in my mind. I don't know whether I have feelings towards him or not. As far as I know, I will not accept him if he have feelings towards me because I know that he will hurt me. Hahahaha.. I'm worried the history might repeat again.
Anyway, I did told him not to treat me too nice and just fool around and don't flirt seriously like courting. I did gave him some hint that I might have feelings towards him, but that guy either really don't get the hint or "buat bodoh". It took him 2 days to dig the truth from me.
In the end, I kinda tell him. I didn't know I have this courage to tell him everything. Hahahaha... But I do know that I did insist him to say that we both are nothing and he admitted it. But he mentioned that if he is interested in me, it's just a secret. Gosh!! Typical guys!!!
Well, after confessing my feelings, I felt relieved and also after thinking about the whole scene again, I think I do not have feelings towards him. I just felt lonely and he is the one make me felt good about myself and kill my loneliness.. hahaha...
I do hope that we can still be friends and I can find my true love!
