Sunday, March 18, 2007

My Belated Birthday Present....

Sigh.. I fall sick for the pass few days. Having flu and sorethroat. The flu is killing me! I can't breathe!!! Today, after work, follow my brother to get movie tickets for tonight. Then my galfriend asked me out for a drink and I went back to the shopping mall again to have a drink at Coffee Bean. I got a beautiful blouse from my dear friends and I love it so much! Thanks Cyn, Liz and Carol. Muacks...
We catch up and updates with each other. Didn't know time flies so fast. Went back home and take a quick shower because my cousin came to my place to pick us up for dinner. Had a dinner at Windmill and I was like sneezing like crazy! My bro, his girlfriend and Sonia gave me a bag. 3 in 1 bag. Can make it as a short handbag, sling bag as well as pouch! Cool or what? My favorite Blue color somemore..
Went to the mall again to catch our movie at 10.10pm. The movie called "300". This show, not a bad story line but it's kinda brutal. The whole show is like killing all the time. With the hand got chopped off, head got chopped off and etc, etc, etc. Hahahahaha... My sleepy eyes also alert already.
After the show, we headed to mamak stall and we still talked about the movie and some other issues. Although it's kinda simple outing but I had so much fun talking and joking as well as sniffing and sneezing all the time. Hahahaha... Weekend is ending soon and today is already Sunday! Tomorrow is working day and the days goes on and on and on with the same thing. Hahahaha...
I think I better get some rest coz I realised I going to have eyebag soon and I haven't been sleeping well since Chinese New Year. Everyday making myself so tired so that I won't wake up in the middle of the night but in the end never get enough sleep till I got this sickness!
This year I got quite a some of beautiful present and I love it so much till I almost in tears. Hehehehe.. Thanks everyone. Muacks...
Till next time...

Friday, March 16, 2007

A Single Life Celebration! =D

Oh My GOSH!!!! I'm feel so old ad... SOb SOb~! Having a celebration at my office. And my colleagues gave me some presents and I LOVE it! When I read their card, it makes me cry and I did cried and got emo on my birthday! Hahahaha... Moreover, that day also wasn't a happy day and I suddenly felt this year kinda different after 6yrs without Him.

Anyway, thanks to Trey, we went to Pure Bar. Was suppose to be checking the DJ out then cioaz but in the end we are there till almost 2am. Haahaha... Met some guys and they came to us and get to know us more. Hahaha.. The guy I met was my ex's friend and he doesn't believe that I'm SINGLE! Hahaha.. I asked him why he doesn't believe that I'm single? He answered me that I'm decent and a good girl. What is that suppose to mean?

I told him that it doesn't mean a decent and good girl can't be single. Moreover, some people don't appreciate me. =P He was flirting with me. Asking my number and also asking me out in a few days! Hahahaha... Anyway, I don't put any hope in it nor I'm looking forward to start a new relationship soon. Just as friend. Don't worry, my friends who are reading this and worried I will do something stupid. I'm aware what is going on and I'm just enjoying my life right now. =D
We were enjoying the live band there and then was at downstairs checking out the new DJ. It was not a bad day for me. I thought I was going to rot at home doing nothing but just online. Phew.. Thanks to Trey again. Hahaha.. Without her, I will be depressed at home. Hahaha..

This is how I spend my 25th birthday and I never spend a single thing! Hahahaha... COol or what? Got free drinks somemore... perghhh... We will see what happened next year.. Happy Birthday TO ME!!!!!!! =X

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

What Goes Around, Comes Around....

It has been less than a month ever since we broke up and I had known some news that he is going out with a malay gal. Wow! Not a surprise after all. And guess what? I know the gal and I respect her as an elder sister as well as she gave me advices when he and me have some minor arguements. How more great can it be?

I felt such a betrayed and cheated. He dare to tell me that he is not seeing anyone else and also not flirting around when we broke up. And within a month or should I said, after a week, he brought back the gal to his house in the middle of the night? Wow.. How bizzare can it be? Although I don't see it with my own eyes, eventually people are telling me. It's like news are spreading pretty fast.

When I think back about the 6 years I have been with him, I felt that he mistreated me and hurt me alots! Uncountable!!! Imagine how stupid I am? After all, I now realise that he never did love me for this 6 f***ing years. Will a guy hurt his girlfriend if he love her so much? Talking about engaging, talking about marriage, I felt all this was a plot. It was just a game after all. A game so that I can feel secure and trust him when he can flirt or sleep around with other gals behind my back. Such a JERK!

What did I do wrong to deserve this? I believe I deserve a better treatment!!! And I demand it in my life. I never cheat on him, I never betray him and I never even f***ing sleep around!!!! What the f**k is wrong with his brain?

I will never let myself down anymore. This is his lost. He never appreciate it although I had forgive and go back to him many times. This is it! I had enough of "his-games" already! I ain't wanna suffer, cry and make myself down, when he himself is enjoying his life. Let he, himself destroy his own life from his own hand.

I'm here to "lepas" geram aje... Grrrr!!!!

Sunday, March 11, 2007

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Celebration Together..




Last weekend was a double celebration that my friends gave to me and Alison. Although, it's suppose to be a "yam char" session but in the end I know the "plot" my friends are giving to suprise Alison. Hahahaha...



Here's few pictures we took from "Fulltank". Although it is not a very happening but at least we get together and have fun and chat all nite long.




The bunch of "US" in Fulltank to celebrate our Alison and of course me!!!.. Paiseh paiseh!!.. I know the whole surprise.. just imagine that!




Coolest G@ls forever... Woot! Hehehehe... Love ya alot.. muacks..
Oh yeah, we left "FUlltank" kinda early, and the whole of us eventually walked to fun-fair to walk and see. Hahaha.. How great can it be? =P

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Can You Feel My World



ni zhi xi huan wo wei xiao
ni jue ding wo de xu yao
wo yao ze me shuo cai hao
wo bu shi wei ni zhi zao

kai xin xiang shi ni zao
la zhu wo wan xia tiao
ai shi piao liang kou hao
tou kuo ni de shi jiao
ni ba wo de xi hao
shui bian shan diao
bian chen ni yao de diao tiao

ni wei wo hao
wo zhi dao wo dou zhi dao
wo de fan nao wo de jiao ao
ni que bu ming liao

zhen yang ai ni cai hao
bi jing hei bao xu yao zi you ben bao..
(bu neng man zu yu yong bao)
(i keep comin back for more)

can you feel my world
zhen shi de wo mei ban fa wei zhao
can you take my hands
zhen chen ni hui gan jue dao

can you feel my world
zhen shi de wo mei ban fa wei zhao
bin bu xiang tao hao
ni cai jue de wo zhong yao(wo yi dian dou bu zhong yao)

ni zhi yao wo you li mao
qi ta jia zhuang gan bu dao
wo yao ze me shuo cai hao
tang wo de qing xu di chao

rap-
i keep on coming back for more yo
ri ri ye ye wo bi zhe shuang yan qi dao
wei she me zhi you wo de ying yue neng ko rang wo yi kao
wo zhi dao wo de shi jie yi jing bian de yue lai yue xiao
bao bu tiao tao bu liao
zhe me mian dai zhe wei xiao
zhe me mian dui zhe ni cai hao
zhe me yan lei dou zai tiao
zhe me zhui du zhe hao yan su
zhe bu shi ku zhe jiu hao
she me xuan lu zai wo de nao dai yi zhi zhuan yi zhi rao
yi zhi li yi zhi cheng ze wo
zai yi ci dao gao
bang zhu wo

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Chinese New Year 2007

Here's some pictures I took during the Chinese New Year.. It's not much but it's a memorable day for me. With all my uncles, aunties and cousins. Missed them suddenly. Sob Sob...


A home-made decoration that i had done to my house. Hehehe... 9 fishes.. means luck luck luck.. (I think...I simply say wan..)







Another place where I decorate.. nice nice? Hehehehe.. My master piece ok? Please comment sikit... I decorate this all last minute during the eve. Sigh...




Gone the Dog year... Welcome the Pig year.. Hehehe... Dog year wasn't a good year for me and I hope that the pig year will give me more luck, good health, wealth and of course, LOVE!!!! =P







Oooo... First day of Chinese New Year, my door open so widely to usher the new year. Gong Xi! Gong Xi! Gong Xi ni ya!! Happy New Year.... Ang Pau na lai...




Here is all my uncles and aunties... makan-makan... borak-borak... ooo... nice to see and hear all of them laughing and chit-chatting. So nice...





My dearest brother and cousin, Sonia..
Miss them so much.. Muacks muacks..



One Big Happy Family.... The Lim's Family.. Wops.. there are 3 missing persons. Two were outstation... the other one fell sick on that day. Too bad.. =(





Caught Him!!! Hahaha...








Gamble time!!!! Early in the morning already gamble. Sigh... but it was fun with
all the laughters and the big smile on their faces even the "sick" person also "bersemangat"!






"God of Gamble is here!!! Look at my cards.. Nice right? Money money!!!", said by my brother.



Banker win alot siot!!!



"I also God of Gamble!!!"*teeheeee*, Sonia grinned with her white "colgate" smile. =P





Ok people... See you next year in 2008! Muacks.. Love you all.