Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Love or Lust?

I know this guy for many years and we have been flirting around recently. Actually, I never thought that I might have feelings towards him. Been going out with him for "makan" and also catch some movies. Recently, he have been popping up in my mind. I don't know whether I have feelings towards him or not. As far as I know, I will not accept him if he have feelings towards me because I know that he will hurt me. Hahahaha.. I'm worried the history might repeat again.

Anyway, I did told him not to treat me too nice and just fool around and don't flirt seriously like courting. I did gave him some hint that I might have feelings towards him, but that guy either really don't get the hint or "buat bodoh". It took him 2 days to dig the truth from me.

In the end, I kinda tell him. I didn't know I have this courage to tell him everything. Hahahaha... But I do know that I did insist him to say that we both are nothing and he admitted it. But he mentioned that if he is interested in me, it's just a secret. Gosh!! Typical guys!!!

Well, after confessing my feelings, I felt relieved and also after thinking about the whole scene again, I think I do not have feelings towards him. I just felt lonely and he is the one make me felt good about myself and kill my loneliness.. hahaha...

I do hope that we can still be friends and I can find my true love!

Thursday, September 13, 2007

..:: 05.09.07 - 09.09.07 ::..

My weekend was great~! Went up to Kuala Lumpur on Wednesday morning. Instead of asking someone to pick us up, I travelled to my destination by myself and guide my parents. Oh yeah, the reason I'm going up to K.L. is to attend my beloved brother's convocation. His convocation is on the Thursday.

My parents and I took the LRT to Kelana Jaya and then took a bus to Pelangi where my uncle stayed. It was a tiring day but it was fun! Hehehehe... All Hot and sweaty and yet it was a good experience to us.

Wednesday: Reached my uncle's place around 2pm and we have a rest and my brother came around 730pm to take us for dinner. After dinner, I went to Sonia's place to check out and it was a good ambience for a family but I know how she felt being lonely and left out without knowing anyone in the house. Kinda weird feeling tho.... Sonia brought us to mamak near her condo, eventually it's the same place where my uncle stay and, me and my brother didn't know about it. Guess what, this mamak eventually deliver to your house. Cool or what?!

Unfortunately, by the time we reached there, the mamak is already closed so we drove out and went to the nearest mamak stall. Chatted till almost 1130pm and we headed home.

Thursday: Didn't get to sleep well that night cuz of nightmare. Have a major headache but yet I woke up around 900am and my brother pick us up around 1100am. His convocation start at around 1pm so, we decided to have brunch first. After "makan", we went to his UM and there's lots of cars and the traffic was crazy! Hot and humid day and yet have to walk from a distance. Pick his gf up and left my brother and my parents at UM. I followed his gf and his housemates for lunch then we headed to Petaling Street to get flowers for my brother and their friends. Too many beautiful flowers to choose and it was a good experience to at least "shopped" for flowers instead of clothing. Teheee*

After 2 hours shopping, we headed back to UM. Eventually, we thought that flowers shopping was easy and we can have some time to head back to my bro's house to get a nap and bath but the time wasn't enough for us to head home. We head back to university and we rested at one of the tutorial while waiting for the convocation to over to meet up again.

Here's some flowers that we bought for that day..



Sunflowers for my brother from his friends.








Roses for Kee from her friends






Daisies for my brother from me and my parents~!







Lilies for another friend whom I don't know her name... *tehee* =D






After convocation, my brother was surprised to see us holding lotsa flowers for him. Hehehe... Such a lovely flower..




Family Potrait~!





My brother & his gf.. (the bear2 was bought from her for her own benefit.. Tehee)



All the photos, I admit myself that I'm a good photographer cuz it was so colourful and everyone looked so happy altho in real, all of us were screaming hot & humid and sweat like mad. Hehehe..

Went to have our dinner at one of the cafe, then head to SS2 to meet my brother's friends. There's around 20 of us, I think and we have a great time! And this time, I sleep soo peacefully.. Zzzz..

Friday: Went back to the University to get a family potriat and snap few shots for rememberance for my brother. We, as a family, do really have a good time!



<------ New lecturer...












Leng Cai know how to bergayut in the class only~! Grrr!!! --->






<----- Students who never listen to what the lecturer is teaching..





Goodbye UM~!


Saturday: Went to 1 Utama to have our lunch at Itallianies. It was my first and last cuz it really cost alot! Imagine 4 dishes cost me to pay RM222 bucks! Just for only 6 of us. But it was the most expensive bill I ever see and we were so fulled after all. Thank God! We went shopping istead and then around 8pm we went to The Curve to window shopping and end of the day we went to this German Restaurant & Pub for a drink which is also a costly place to watch a match on that day. It was England vs. Israel and England won 1-0.







Kee.. really can fit in this size siot... Kawaiii~!




Sonia & Me at German Pub...



Sunday: Didn't manage to do anything on Sunday due to our bus at 2pm. After "makan brunch" we headed to pudu and saying goodbye....

Jojo - Beautiful Girls Reply (Remix)



This is the remix song .. Enjoy~!

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Zodiac Sign



PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always lets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet, but usually crazy! Gotta watch them!

Friday, August 17, 2007

Merdeka!!! Merdeka!!! Merdeka!!!

Today after work, rush to the badminton court with my colleagues and play non-stop for 1 1/2 hours cuz we booked the court at 5p.m. and the best is we finish our work at 5p.m. Imagine all of us rushed to the toilet in our office to change and also rushed to the court. Hehehe...

After the game, we went for "siham" session for dinner. We parked the car at our old office at Bukit Cina and walked to Bunga Raya because road block for the PM's sake. Sigh... After our "kopek siham" session, we went to Madam King to shop for a while and straight walked to Jonker Walk with our smelly and sweaty baju. Hahahaha...

Went there to walk and buy some accessories items for our annual dinner which is coming soon. Ate ice-cream to satisfy our thirst and heat and eventually we walked back to Bukit Cina to get the car and it was already almost 11 p.m. and we headed home. It was a great exercise, thanks to our PM because of him, we have to walked all the way to our destination due to road block. Hehehehe..

Merdeka!!! Merdeka!!! Merdeka!!!

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

..:: = Quick Weight Loss Tips = ::..

Weight Loss Tips are much sought after by folks eager to lose some weight in the shortest time possible. You could be a bride preparing for your wedding and needed to slim down to fit into your gown nicely, or want to lose that beer belly. Whatever the reason may be, it is not wrong to desire to lose weight quickly. But the key is to do so healthily. This article is packed with 5 goodie tips that would put you on the right track to losing those extra unwanted pounds on your body and regaining the dream body you always loved to have. Here's 5 simple quick weight loss tips:

QUICK WEIGHT LOSS TIP 1 - Losing Weight is an Equation, Losing weight means you have to eat lesser calories than what your body needs. This translates to consuming lesser calories than your daily energy requirement. Follow the BMI formula to calculate your BMI. This tells you how much calories you need to intake in order to maintain your body weight. You will need to step down your daily calorie intake by about 500 calories in order to lose one pound in one week's time.

QUICK WEIGHT LOSS TIP 2 - Eat More Meals and Don't Skip Them. Before you start wondering if you are reading correctly, let me assure you tat your eyes are not playing tricks on you. It is a myth that skipping meals would help you to lose weight quickly and effectively. Your body would slow down its metabolism when you skip meals, in a bid to conserve energy, hence burning away lesser calories. You end up hungry and yet not achieving the desired weight loss. Spread tour meals from 3 big meals, breakfast, lunch and dinner into 5-6 smaller meals comprising the 3 main light meals and 2-3 other snacking time. this would distribute your calorie intake and reach a good balance.

QUICK WEIGHT LOSS TIP 3 - Eat Green. Stock up your fridge with lots of leafy green vegetables and fruits. Vegetables and fruits are rich sources of fiber and water and add weight and volume to our food. This makes our stomachs full while maintaing a lower calorie count since fruits and vegetables are inherently low in calories and fat content. They also pack our bodies with healthy nutrients making our diet a balanced one.

QUICK WEIGHT LOSS TIP 4 - Sleep Well. Sleeping is a favorite quick weight loss tip since it is one of the most effortless. Do not understand the power of having enough sleep. It is vital to your overall weight loss plan. Medical research has proven that sleep deprivation would induce hunger, and improve appetite. This often results in excessive eating. Likewise, having sufficient sleep of at least 8 hours helps to bring a balance to the leptin level and aids weight loss.

QUICK WEIGHT LOSS TIP 5 - Exercise Enough. Some folks hate this quick weight loss tips and are immediately turned off. Sad to say, in order to maintain a healthy weight, exercise is necessary. Dieting and making adjustments to your eating habits would only win you half the game. Regular exercising is the missing part of the quick weight loss puzzle. You may be wondering how much is enough? Pysical trainers or even your doctors would advise you go for moderate exercise sessions of 30 minutes each time. Repeat the routine for a minimum of 3 times a week for effective weight loss. You would be surprised how fast you start to lose inches off your waist and hips once you begin your exercise regime.

These quick weight loss tips are useful to you only when you apply them after reading. Many people fail in doing so because of poor motivation and lack of moral support from their family and closed friends. Share with them about your weight loss plan and encourage them to remind you from time to time about your goal to lose weight quickly.

p/s:: I did for almost a month, but the results is not satisfied. I feel I gain weight more. Hahahahaha... I think this is not a quick one cuz we tends to "curi-curi" to makan our desire food. =P All The Best!! Fighting! Basha! Gambateh! My goal till my Annual Dinner which is till Sept 11.

Welcome Me Back?

HiHi~!.. Been a long time I didn't blog. Been busy lately. Doing some changes in me especially on my health and kill my time by watching drama shows. Hehehehe.. I know some of you been checking my blog and keep asking me to blog at least something. Sorrry, was too into my drama shows. Now, I'm waiting for my drama shows to load so I was thinking why not I just drop by here. I would like to share some tips with you ppl. I am trying to follow this although it's kinda tough.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

WESAK DAY
Wesak is the most important of the Buddhist festivals and is celebrated on the full moon in May. It celebrates the Buddha's birthday, and, for some Buddhists, also marks his birth and death.

Buddha literally means 'one who is awake' and has become enlightened. It is a term that denotes a person who has attained the supreme wisdom and compassion of Enlightenment.

To Buddhists Enlightenment is a blessed state in which the individual attains Nirvana - the transcendence of desire and suffering.

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A Labour Day is an annual holiday celebrated all over the world that resulted from efforts of the labour union movement, to celebrate the economic and social achievements of workers.

The celebration of Labour Day has its origins in the eight hour day movement, which advocated eight hours for work, eight hours for recreation, and eight hours for rest. On 21 April 1856 Stonemasons and building workers on building sites around Melbourne, Australia, stopped work and marched from the University of Melbourne to Parliament House to achieve an eight hour day. Their direct action protest was a success, and they are noted as the first organized workers in the world to achieve an eight hour day with no loss of pay, which subsequently inspired the celebration of Labour Day and May Day.

Monday, April 23, 2007

Customer Service...

Have not been online for the pass 4 or 5 days coz of my streamyx down. I called the day when the connection down and I have to called twice to let them know what is the matter. First call, they never even give me any report number to refer to if my streamyx is down. When I called the second time, they asking me to give them the report number and I was stunned. I told them, I called earlier on, they never gave me and only taught me how to check whether my line or my modem having problem or not. What the f***?

They said in 2 working days if no technician come then call them back with the report number. Wtf?!! Call again? It's not a free-toll, "HellOOO!!!!"

Saturday is working day? My dad called them on Saturday morning cuz I was working. They said they are not working on Saturday , so Monday they will be coming over. Monday, they called my handphone which I gave them my house number instead. They can asked me whether I'm at home or not and I told the technician that I am working now. I asked him to call my house and asked whether are they going over to my house now to check on my line. He said "YES".

I called my dad and informed him that he is coming. My dad waited for an hour and asked me when are they coming and he wanted to bath. I told him go ahead and bath and he afraid that when he bath, the guy come and noone is around and he will cabut. So, I told my dad, don't care and do your things. How long are you going to wait? My dad called them again.

They said they don't have the report number. What man! And guess what, they don't even know Malacca Branch number and they can said they sent a technician to come over already. y dad wanted the technician number and they said they don't even know who they send and they don't know the number. Bengang or wat? He told my dad if they never come today (Monday), then they will come tomorrow. My dad pissed off and said what customer service is this?! Waited for few days. Saying coming over in 2 working days and want to extend another day cuz the technician "ular"? Why we paid them for? Why we pay the bills for? To get this kinda service?

Why is government workers always take the advantage of being a "bumi" and do as their own wish? You are working and if there's some problems to your client, you should attend to them! We might be very "mah-fan" but this is "TMNET" and you are the only telecommunication company that we depend on. We paid for it, we get the service!

When the technician came over, his face was like damn sour. must be screwed by his Boss! Hahahaha...

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

BBQ Party ..::24032007::..

Sorry for the late entry. Was kinda busy for the past few weeks. Hehehehe....



BBQ party at my place... Feeling hungry now? Yummmyyy~!..





Seemed like Tracy can't help it and help herself





Even Andy is helping himself with the drinks... *psstt* the drinks mix with beer. That's why he kept drinking it. Hahahaha...







Niania, Wonwon & Nicnic? Nicnic sound funny! Hahahaha...






Group photo time!!! But NOT all is inside, cuz some of them already at "Pure" instead of my place. Yalaa.. my place not happening... *sob**sob*

Monday, April 09, 2007

A Night To Remember...

Last Saturday, was a blast as well was a night to remember and lesson to learn. Hehehehe.. What happen was, I went to PB with my friends. Drank and got high but it was too soon to get high. Maybe coz I was emptied stomach.

Got high! And cried suddenly after seeing "someone". Anyway... went off a lil early. Suppose to go mamak after that but Andy decided to send us back cuz Tracy not feeling good. MC and I don't want to go back because we are so damn high and dare not go back in this situation. Mana tau, Andy brought us back to his place. We went into his room. Tracy and me slept on his bed where else few minutes later, MC wanted to go back.

I can't even open my eyes. After few minutes, I decided to call it a day and asked Joe to send me back. When I was about to look for my house-keys, I found out that I lost my purse! Damn!!! I called Andy to look for me and I went back home. I know i freaked out but i was so tired and went back to sleep. Slept around 330am.

The next day, I woke up at 930am to recall that I lost my purse. I went back to sleep again till 1030am. Once I woke up, I started contact those people was with last night to confirm whether my purse with them or not. In the end, Andy called and told me that he found my purse. Beside the drain outside his house. I was thanked God. Phew.. He said I was lucky that noone took it.

I've learnt my lesson that, do not always take things for granted and always becareful where ever you are and don't get too high! Hahahaha...

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

More Present PppuUUUuhhHhhLLllEEeeAaazzZZzeeEEee...

Here are some of the presents that I received on my BIRTHDAY!!!!... Thanks to everyone who gave me and love you'll so much!!! Muacks muacks..

Sunday, March 18, 2007

My Belated Birthday Present....

Sigh.. I fall sick for the pass few days. Having flu and sorethroat. The flu is killing me! I can't breathe!!! Today, after work, follow my brother to get movie tickets for tonight. Then my galfriend asked me out for a drink and I went back to the shopping mall again to have a drink at Coffee Bean. I got a beautiful blouse from my dear friends and I love it so much! Thanks Cyn, Liz and Carol. Muacks...
We catch up and updates with each other. Didn't know time flies so fast. Went back home and take a quick shower because my cousin came to my place to pick us up for dinner. Had a dinner at Windmill and I was like sneezing like crazy! My bro, his girlfriend and Sonia gave me a bag. 3 in 1 bag. Can make it as a short handbag, sling bag as well as pouch! Cool or what? My favorite Blue color somemore..
Went to the mall again to catch our movie at 10.10pm. The movie called "300". This show, not a bad story line but it's kinda brutal. The whole show is like killing all the time. With the hand got chopped off, head got chopped off and etc, etc, etc. Hahahahaha... My sleepy eyes also alert already.
After the show, we headed to mamak stall and we still talked about the movie and some other issues. Although it's kinda simple outing but I had so much fun talking and joking as well as sniffing and sneezing all the time. Hahahaha... Weekend is ending soon and today is already Sunday! Tomorrow is working day and the days goes on and on and on with the same thing. Hahahaha...
I think I better get some rest coz I realised I going to have eyebag soon and I haven't been sleeping well since Chinese New Year. Everyday making myself so tired so that I won't wake up in the middle of the night but in the end never get enough sleep till I got this sickness!
This year I got quite a some of beautiful present and I love it so much till I almost in tears. Hehehehe.. Thanks everyone. Muacks...
Till next time...

Friday, March 16, 2007

A Single Life Celebration! =D

Oh My GOSH!!!! I'm feel so old ad... SOb SOb~! Having a celebration at my office. And my colleagues gave me some presents and I LOVE it! When I read their card, it makes me cry and I did cried and got emo on my birthday! Hahahaha... Moreover, that day also wasn't a happy day and I suddenly felt this year kinda different after 6yrs without Him.

Anyway, thanks to Trey, we went to Pure Bar. Was suppose to be checking the DJ out then cioaz but in the end we are there till almost 2am. Haahaha... Met some guys and they came to us and get to know us more. Hahaha.. The guy I met was my ex's friend and he doesn't believe that I'm SINGLE! Hahaha.. I asked him why he doesn't believe that I'm single? He answered me that I'm decent and a good girl. What is that suppose to mean?

I told him that it doesn't mean a decent and good girl can't be single. Moreover, some people don't appreciate me. =P He was flirting with me. Asking my number and also asking me out in a few days! Hahahaha... Anyway, I don't put any hope in it nor I'm looking forward to start a new relationship soon. Just as friend. Don't worry, my friends who are reading this and worried I will do something stupid. I'm aware what is going on and I'm just enjoying my life right now. =D
We were enjoying the live band there and then was at downstairs checking out the new DJ. It was not a bad day for me. I thought I was going to rot at home doing nothing but just online. Phew.. Thanks to Trey again. Hahaha.. Without her, I will be depressed at home. Hahaha..

This is how I spend my 25th birthday and I never spend a single thing! Hahahaha... COol or what? Got free drinks somemore... perghhh... We will see what happened next year.. Happy Birthday TO ME!!!!!!! =X

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

What Goes Around, Comes Around....

It has been less than a month ever since we broke up and I had known some news that he is going out with a malay gal. Wow! Not a surprise after all. And guess what? I know the gal and I respect her as an elder sister as well as she gave me advices when he and me have some minor arguements. How more great can it be?

I felt such a betrayed and cheated. He dare to tell me that he is not seeing anyone else and also not flirting around when we broke up. And within a month or should I said, after a week, he brought back the gal to his house in the middle of the night? Wow.. How bizzare can it be? Although I don't see it with my own eyes, eventually people are telling me. It's like news are spreading pretty fast.

When I think back about the 6 years I have been with him, I felt that he mistreated me and hurt me alots! Uncountable!!! Imagine how stupid I am? After all, I now realise that he never did love me for this 6 f***ing years. Will a guy hurt his girlfriend if he love her so much? Talking about engaging, talking about marriage, I felt all this was a plot. It was just a game after all. A game so that I can feel secure and trust him when he can flirt or sleep around with other gals behind my back. Such a JERK!

What did I do wrong to deserve this? I believe I deserve a better treatment!!! And I demand it in my life. I never cheat on him, I never betray him and I never even f***ing sleep around!!!! What the f**k is wrong with his brain?

I will never let myself down anymore. This is his lost. He never appreciate it although I had forgive and go back to him many times. This is it! I had enough of "his-games" already! I ain't wanna suffer, cry and make myself down, when he himself is enjoying his life. Let he, himself destroy his own life from his own hand.

I'm here to "lepas" geram aje... Grrrr!!!!